fuck meeee

[jmtorres]

Does anyone want to talk about the how is this even my life fucking epic plotbunny of Steve/Tony BDSM soul-bonded AU I got saddled with last night that I have already written 1200 words of, while at work, FML, I do not even know, it started off ridiculous but Tony has ISSUES, seriously I think I wrote emoporn, how did I even? It started off with this story, which is a cute little BDSM soul-bonded AU PWP with the summary "As soon as they meet, Tony and Steve imprint on each other as dom and sub. Steve doesn't know what to make of this" and practically off that one line I spawned this whole thing about who's the dom and who's the sub? WAIT, WHAT IF THEY CAN'T AGREE? CLEARLY THEY WILL HAVE TO SPEND FORTY THOUSAND WORDS COMPETING FOR TOP DOM. (I ended up emailing the author asking for permission to remix. Which she granted nigh instantaneously. Oh my god now I have no excuse not to write it. Other than my burning shame.) Also I have already had deep thoughts on Tony in a BDSM context and he's fucking ridiculous, I know this about him, he doesn't feel like he's doing it right unless there's all kinds of props and shit. Which is not entirely Steve's scene. Also I've decided that in BDSM AU land, Steve is a switch but in the past has only subbed for women. There may possibly be cross-dressing in this fic, why do you ask. (Wow. Pepper is totally Steve's type. Steve would totally be on his knees for Pepper if he didn't have a fucking soul-bond to Tony.)

If this is something you think you might want to hear more about, tell me your IM (I can do AIM or gchat) and I'll come find you.

ETA: so nobody? basically nobody. Okay! Good to know that the audience for this fic will be approximately ZERO when I ever get around to posting it. FML.

ETA2: No, I know, I'm being dramatic because I cannot even believe I am writing this.

ETA3: Ooh, I should check Marvel wikia to see if there's a Kinkworld. I mean, probably not? Comics Authority and all? but I should CHECK.

Comments

[sylleptic]

Late to the party, but that sounds fantastic. I'm sylleptic.dw on gchat, though I'm doing an Ubuntu install right now and may be distracted and not the best audience. :-(

Also: Pepper!!

[jmtorres]

*laugh* I was being kind of a brat when I ETA'd that. The entry had been up about 40 minutes.

[villeinage]

OMG.

I'd read that.

[jmtorres]

Noted! (Want to hear about it in IM?)

[margrave]

OMFG~ THIS SOUNDS AMAZING. I WOULD READ IT, I WOULD READ IT HARD.

But damn you, time differences! I'm currently at work, and have a lunch meeting in 10 mins.

THIS SOUNDS PERFECT.

[jmtorres]

Hee! Perhaps when you're getting off work I'll be getting up in the morning?

[azurelunatic]

*grin*

OH DEAR GOD, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT, OMG.

*will read the fuck out of it, but headache = bed soon*

[jmtorres]

MY FEELINGS EXACTLY.

[jackandahat]

There is an audience for EVERYTHING somewhere.

[jmtorres]

I know, I know, I just. The audience for THIS FIC is NOT ME. What the hell, self!

[jackandahat]

I have to say, I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way. It's weird waking up with an idea and going "But... I don't write that. Hell - I don't even read that!" and yet, it's taken up residence anyway.

[giglet]

I am mightily amused, and would be interested in hearing more about that!

[jmtorres]

Perhaps sometime I will find a time you are not falling asleep to tell you about it!

[elspethdixon]

... I would read that? I have an enormous weakness for soulbonds despite the fact that you're not supposed to like them because they're soulbonds and good fans have better taste, etc.

[jmtorres]

*buries face in pillow* And you don't know me from before so you're totally going to think of me as the girl who wrote the D/s epic about Tony and Steve.

fair warning I appear to be writing the least soulbondy soulbonds ever. You have to work at them and Tony has soulbonded to three different people, which admittedly is uncommon and when he tells people they assume he's a liar, but he just HAD to be different.