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Gah
So I've been reading this epic SPN fic, and it's well-written, which is why I've kept reading for the last hundred thousand words, but it's also anti-Ruby, she's making Sam evil, Sam has to give her up entirely, etc. And like, I kind of said, "Okay, I'll buy into this for the duration of the story, even though I think Ruby is awesome," but I finally figured out what it is about this story that's getting up my nose, and it's not just that it's anti-Ruby, it's that Castiel gets out from under Heaven's thumb and develops feelings and opinions as an 'independent' and questions Heaven's stance on the whole apocalypse thing while Ruby is irredeemable, not given the same ambiguity and space for growth. You could argue that that's very in line with how the end of season four and season five have turned out, but the thing is, this story is a season four AU, started at 4x14 when Ruby was frankly still pretty up in the air, and it's very clearly a fix-it in terms of making the characters talk to each other--I have this whole thesis about how the apocalypse would not have happened if Heaven and Hell had afforded Sam and Dean the opportunity to talk to each other for five consecutive minutes in the course of season four--so every time I come across some line where the hard parts of relationships are getting fixed with actual communication (the bit that set off my navel-gazing here is Castiel going to Sam for advice on how to break it to Dean about him having been the first seal, so that, meta-speaking, Dean will hear it there and not from Alistair), I keep feeling like why're you gonna put all this effort into fixing things for them and not do anything for Ruby?
Part of this comes from I have this really strong sense of Cas and Ruby being parallel, Heaven and Hell's respective manipulators on the Winchester boys. So I feel like fandom (and the show, but dude, I am so seriously off playing in AU land it's not even funny) lets Cas off the hook a lot more than they ought to and hates on Ruby a lot more than she deserves. I think... ideally I think they should have had parallel paths to right down the middle of new loyalties to humanity, but if they're going to have different paths, having the angel turn out to be on our boys' side while the demon is the traitor all along is not interesting, there's nothing unexpected enough to be worth caring about in that storyline.
So sayeth me, anyway.
Part of this comes from I have this really strong sense of Cas and Ruby being parallel, Heaven and Hell's respective manipulators on the Winchester boys. So I feel like fandom (and the show, but dude, I am so seriously off playing in AU land it's not even funny) lets Cas off the hook a lot more than they ought to and hates on Ruby a lot more than she deserves. I think... ideally I think they should have had parallel paths to right down the middle of new loyalties to humanity, but if they're going to have different paths, having the angel turn out to be on our boys' side while the demon is the traitor all along is not interesting, there's nothing unexpected enough to be worth caring about in that storyline.
So sayeth me, anyway.

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If so, I can tell you a little about what the thought processes about how we wrote Ruby and why we made the choices we did... I don't feel myself that we were particularly anti-Ruby, but I'd be happy to discuss it with you if you like?
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I apologize if my entry here bothered you; I would note that it is totally about my reaction and my wants as a reader and less about the author, whether that was you or someone else. There's a reason I didn't leave it as feedback on the story itself--complaining to the author that 'omg you don't love Ruby as much as I do!' would have been, uh, trolly, wanky, and kind of irrelevant.
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By fifth season, I look back and say that of course she was treacherous. She was female, and more and more in SPN's 'verse it seems that a woman is either a victim or a bitch, a madonna or a whore.
You know I enjoy Castiel, but I feel the boys need to know how much of the Apocalypse was Castiel's fault. The angel got off scott free.
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Part of the reason I hate Castiel as much as I do is because of this sort of double standard that not only exists on the show, but in the fandom.
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But so yeah. I came into season 4 not knowing of the existence of Ruby. I had zero expectations about her and liked her a lot. Then when I watched her appearances in season 3 I sort of felt that by comparison, she'd spent season 3 with her thumb up her butt, not doing anything.
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Alas, it was not to be.
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That reminds me of something
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But isn't that what fanfiction's for?
Clearly I should write my own, to get what I want out of it. *G*
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::lacks a Ruby icon::
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Speaking as someone who watched season 3 as it aired, it seemed that she spent season 3 trying to get the Winchesters over some of their cautiousness toward her. By season 4 she had her in with Sam and could get to work.
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(eta: typo fix)
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Edited to fix typo.