I want to be the vidder who makes the vids that make me happy. Sadly response is actually going to factor in. But the other thing about a Dollhouse and/or Jossverse vid is that even before the feedback is in, it will be coming from the angry place, that I'm not sure I want to work from. Because it is not happy. Also because I am not sure where my reserves of angry are (they might have all been applied to real life injustices, which is not to say media ones aren't important, just to say I don't currently have the energy for them).