Somewhere in the back of his brain there's a slow tumble down the rabbit hole, the question he's not asking himself. (Does he trust this snake enough to sack out at its side.) Not asking. Not. (He did it with Virta when he didn't know. Knows better now, no rest there. Wasn't safe there. Was less safe for not knowing. Ignorance isn't bliss, it's a trap waiting to be sprung. He knows the score with Delta. Thinks he knows. Hopes he knows. Knows the snake's a snake, at least. Does that make him safer? Fuck.)
You've got the inside of his head down just perfectly.
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Somewhere in the back of his brain there's a slow tumble down the rabbit hole, the question he's not asking himself. (Does he trust this snake enough to sack out at its side.) Not asking. Not. (He did it with Virta when he didn't know. Knows better now, no rest there. Wasn't safe there. Was less safe for not knowing. Ignorance isn't bliss, it's a trap waiting to be sprung. He knows the score with Delta. Thinks he knows. Hopes he knows. Knows the snake's a snake, at least. Does that make him safer? Fuck.)
You've got the inside of his head down just perfectly.